Who am I & Why I’m here.


oooh well. Hello, I’m a girl who has been meaning to create a blog for myself for months. I kept putting it off thinking I would have nothing to say, but my thoughts didn’t agree with me. I have had some crazy experiences. I went through the head banging session era  and  I was a 12 year old raver in my youth. Ecstasy was the flavour of that era. I’ve been a drug addict. I’ve been an Anorexic with multiple stays in hospitals. I have a colorful label of Bipolar but I take my meds to the book these days. I have never been governed by boundaries. I’ve been in toxic relationships that crushed the small self esteem I had. I got a degree in BA(hons) Arts and the Humanties. in 2015. I studied Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds (for a laugh) and then focused my last module on ‘Advanced creative writing. I love writing stage scripts. I’ve done a foundation degree in blah blah  blah…   I never thought I would achieve this. Again I proved myself wrong. I’ve had many opportunities to make friends but I don’t let too many people get too close. I am also a very proud Mom never thought I could have kids with all the crap I did to my body but there you go.. She is my living delight.

So, I figured if I start writing about my thoughts and experiences then maybe I might stop over analysing and hopefully make a friend or two. I have recently had a court order lifted stating I don’t need social services in my life any longer. I’m getting married in 2016. Another thing I never thought I would do. I want to be sexy and confident in myself. I think my hubby to be would certainly welcome that version of me. I am not a person to hide my thoughts and skeletons in the closet .I like to rattle the bone out of them. I love my family. I love my family roots. I was born in South Africa. I have French nationality added to Russian and English in my blood.. I suppose this blog is about life, beliefs, opinions, thoughts, adventures,love, pain and memories even. I dedicate my time to volunteering in groups for people with mental health issues. I stopped smoking in February 2015 and I am a proud vaper. Life and Death is a topic I can’t seem to get away from these days.I am not a hippy but I do yoga to ground me and I do loads of dance workouts in my humble living room. I am a healthy weight of 10 stone or 64 kg’s .I love cats and all our earthling friends. I’m not trying to sell anything -rest at ease.. So welcome everyone and no one too :D. I have days when I think I look horrid but mostly I can see I’m an average girl with my own look and there is plenty beauty to found in all people, all you need to do is look and not just see.I write a lot as you can see. Ha. So that is a bit about me. I’m trying something new. It’s been a goal of mine for quite some time. Welcome!

P.S. I love cocktails

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22 thoughts on “Who am I & Why I’m here.

  1. Indeed very detailed and welcoming, I like your honesty and frankness.
    Actually we should all try to share our experiences in order to assist others not make the same mistakes we made when we got to that level.
    I like your courage, keep it up.
    I will love to read more from you.
    have a good weekend,

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