Nothing is holding my interest today.. I feel sad, empty, confused.
Confused because I should be anything but these dreaded feelings…
Here are all the amazing things going on that I SHOULD be happy about
I’m considering topping up my BA with a masters in Creative writing because I can. Well, I will fund it but I can write. Some people have no limbs and wish they could write!
I get love and hugs from my partner and my daughter all the time.
I’m moving forward slowly but surely with the volunteering. In two weeks time, I’m doing a 4 day facilitating course to help mental health service users- One step closer to getting the Eating disorder group up and running. Gaining more and more experience and knowledge
I am fit. Healthy. My body is neither thin nor fat. It is in good shape.
I have friends and family to. I don’t have loads of friends but the ones I do. I treasure.
I got my tattoo cover up done yesterday and it is colourful and bright just like my future and my true personality. I’ve waited three months for my slot too come up to get it done.
My Ma is pulling out every stop you can think of to make sure I have the fantasy wedding that I never even dreamed about.