Okay, so I have had a day to chill and do what I want. The problem with shutting down and taking myself away from the world is the motivation to get back in it.
Am I alone here?
I lost interest in doing the The a-z challenge – Brutal honesty as always folks. It’s not because I don’t love my animal friends. It’s just something I need to work out in my mind of how I am going to tackle it.
I’ve not given up entirely.
I woke up later than usual and I’m thinking to myself.
I have lost my vision.
I have lost the ability to write/type.
All creativity is gone.
I’m scrolling through my emails.
SHOUT OUT TO ALL NEW FOLLOWERS THANK YOU! I’m not usually so fucking morbid.
Yeah, so, I am scrolling through my emails thinking
do the a-z challenge it is something to write about
Then another thought,
No, don’t be so flaky, Daisy. The challenge is in addition to what you write not a reason to write
I am waiting for my coffee to cool down and am still in
the ‘aaaaarhgh I have to wake up’ zone.
I see a comment on my Daisy in the willows welcome page. This obviously intrigues me.
No not the Liebster award
The versatile blogger award
but a kick ass
Spirit animal kick ass award –
(I am truly grateful for ALL awards and shout outs . )
I feel like I have been shocked back into this world, out of a indifferent coma, by a defibrillator. It does feel like I have taken a bullet to the head.
The sun is
blazing , burning bright.
It feels like the world is giving me small signs to stay the course.
Keep on my path and not lose hope.
Okay, I took one day off. I did a kick ass gym session today. Doubled the energy and upped the momentum.
Grey skies have turned blue.
I have been blessed with help from my family to let me have some away time from all humans. I’ve got people in my corner supporting me.
I have all of you supporting me.
I may have been out of action for a day but I still have people who read my blog.
New flowers appear every day, interested in my blog!
These are all blessings. I must finish this a-z challenge. I must continue to get my shit down. No matter how lame I think the content is. So here it is.
Today #FollowGreatFootsteps is embedded in this, my FLEUR SCENTED POSTS .
So here is my quote:
“Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger, even though sometimes it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and grieves which we endure help us in our marching onward.” -HENRY FORD
I’m back –‘one perfect queen’ is the title for my a-z challenge – small cheat but I’m using my creativity. 😀
Thank you everyone for all your supportive words.
Me, the weed has turned away from the darkness and lifted my head up towards the sun . I am the phoenix bird of the flowers. I re bloom.