Random thought on a Monday morning
I see a lot of articles about relationships and other people giving you tips/advice if you are dating the right person if that person loves you etc..
The last one I saw – not on here , I will mention.
18 signs you have a good man and a keeper!
A thought suddenly occurred to me:
If I need to go through a checklist of 18 signs written by someone else that I am with the right man/partner, then I must be with the wrong man because I am already doubting I am with a good man.
I decided to trust my gut instinct and scroll past the article.
I already know the answer.
I have a good man. I don’t need another person to tell me 1/10/18 or even 100 reasons why I know I have a good man.
I get it that people do fall into bad relationships and sometimes don’t feel able to Trust their own mind.
I have learned to trust my instinct and go with it.
A true journey of self-growth has bloomed in the Willows.
” Trust in yourself- the first thought that seems right is usually the right one- don’t second guess your ability to know what and who is best for you”
Just a thought.
Back off to read Blogs.
Have a grand week and trust in yourself and your own decisions
I’m currently on a mission to find balance and instead of posting any old shit. I just want to let you know where the 4-D me is and what I am doing.
I’m still around in the virtual world – mostly in spirit.
I’m levelling up,in the big, real world.
I will still be around to:
Work hard so I can Play even harder
Read as many of your posts as humanly possible
Eventually, do my shout outs and Thank you’s.- end of the week is my aim.
Make sure I get some time with my little girl – squeeze in a bed- time story
Share my blog stuff – when I can.
Complete my WRAP – training starts tomorrow. (9-5pm)
Get my first year of my Masters down in CW -click HERE for more info
Get my one of a kind vintage piece accessories sold and banked in el Banco.
Be a good wife- be present when my name gets called out on the ‘I’m present’ register.
Wish me luck on my new adventures. I will have so much to tell you.
I’m going to be a WRAPPER– in a way, I never thought possible.
Snoop Dogg lip synching has got nothing on this.
I’m not going to lie. I am terrified of these new doors I have found the key to.
This is my ‘I can do this song’
I also know that when something scares the crap out of me. It is worth doing.
You are in competition with no one but your own bad ass self!
There is a finish line – glory, success, honour, redemption, life, love, happiness, goals achieved.
See you on the other side?
I sure as hell , hope so.
You got this.
Catch up soon.
If you need to email me – do!
YOLO ( only once that I know of in this world )
love Daisy ❤ ❤ ❤
One more song to keep you and me on the right path – the good path.
It makes me smile and happy.
‘If it is true that soulmates should forever, always remain happy together.
Likewise,forever, together, is a long time for soulmates to remain happy together.’
*EPIC GRINGE* but I have hit publish.. How did I do?
Definitions for chiasmus
Rhetoric. a reversal in the order of words in two otherwise parallel phrases, as in “He went to the country, to the town went she.”
Citations for chiasmus
What Phillips likes best, however, is wordplay. Inversion, circumlocution, alliteration, assonance, chiasmus, paradox: there’s nothing he doesn’t go in for. “The unexamined life is surely worth living, but is the unlived life worth examining?”
One well-known example of chiasmus is Quintillian’s purported phrase “one does not (a) live to (b) eat; one (b) eats to (a) live.” … Other examples are Mae West’s “it’s not the men in my life [that matter], it’s the life in my men.” And then there is President John F. Kennedy’s famous phrase, “ask not what your country can do for you; ask what you can do for your country.”
Want to have a go?
Right time to read as many Blogs as I can and then much to be accomplished today.
Have a good one!
Moving forwards is easy to say.
Doing it though is rather dreary and I must ask is their a fixed pay?
Moving forwards helps take you from the now into the future.
Isn’t that better than being stuck in some outdated timed out computer?
Moving on helps you reconnect with family and friends.
Who knew reaching out would receive such a variety of hugs and vocal extends.
Moving forwards to heal the heart.
Is not easy when some one has wormed a way in and jolted it to jump start.
Moving on is the only way to go .
Its hard, especially when the tears refuse to flow.
Moving on when you still want to shake hands with your past .
Sounds mad but the heart doesn’t come with a free pass..
Moving on and each day will create more distance.
Not exactly what I want but some other minds can’t be controlled by my persistence.
Moving on need not mean to forget;
but it allows a space for that person to come back when they are ready to let go of their demonised, imagined debt.
* LEARN AND CARRY ON LOVING. LIFE LESSONS*
I am trying to increase my word vocabulary so here goes: Use the word ‘selenotropism‘ in a sentence or phrase.
“My biological make up, dictates that I can’t fail ,for like a flower, even on the darkest of nights, the moon will still shine and guide me to a state of selenotropism” #wordoftheday
*A BIT OF A MESS BUT MY MIND STATE IS IN THE NON -PAIN ZONE. FUCKING PATHETIC. I DID WHAT I NEEDED TO DO. I got answers*
A women who professes to be authentic
yet all she does is making her self look pathetic.
The heart connects with what it wants.
Mind comes in with that rational thought of ‘you can’t’.
Deserve to be kicked to the gutter.
She can’t even summon up the courage to talk about it. It all comes out in a garbled a stutter!
“Believe in your self.”
“I know you are scared.”
She only ever wanted to see him fare and succeed in the his own concept of desired wealth.
He says: “We can’t be in the same room as each other”
For he and her may just tear their clothes apart again and enjoy skin on skin contact -She loves to discover.
She walked out like a harlot.
Made her bed and
Oh how she lay in it!
Thorns are necessary to feel the pain of her errant milk maid ,hay, rollicking moment as Charlotte.
She is not some good little girl who knows how to carve a lie out of it.
A piece of her heart is not with her.
She left it with another soul she is not allowed to bother.
What one wants the other has,
what the other wants the other has.
Be a happy family.
You are going to have to rip this ‘party girl’ crown off her to get some sense of loyalty.
She is the betrayer.
She sows what she reaps.
If that means loss.
Then I guess she needs to stick to her decisions and take the leap.
“Look into my eyes,”
“did you feel it?”
Or is that her reading into things too much and getting smogged in the thick of this illusory bet?
Illusions and fantasy are all played out fantastically in the mind.
Put it into practice and she gets to be the one has to deal with her foibles and his own “diplomatic”declines.
She am going to make it through it,
no matter what she does.
She is here for a purpose.
Lets make sure it counts and is worth it.
The harlot – the whore.
The one who felt wanted for a whole hour more.
Just talk .
Do the right thing.
She tries but her heart fucking stings.
Blue eyes that pull her closer.
She pull away because she knows that he can let this go and invite around medley of his most champion party voters.
She champions you as she always has,
She respects your need to get you life in order.
When you left you,
You never even looked back.
Just another 2 week of holding onto your sac.
When she plays with fire, what must she expect?
a bunch of free fries to go with her Macccie D?
Had more time to cuddle.
The best part was the silence.
It didn’t feel awkward it felt right in the wrongest circumstance.
Feeling alienated from my family .
Blue pills and champagne soften the blow.
Why are we celebrating?
Her perfect timing on how to right and sort out the logistics of it all and tamper with a heart is an epic disaster
-given to me by another.
No butter required!
The harlot pays her own way,just for the record.
Feeling impulsive, doped up and feeling not too shit. She thought she would wake up in A&E –
Some source has greater plans for her .
I don’t how he can bear to look at her .
She want’s you to know that she loves You G .
Doubted this piece but,
Fuck it I’m hitting publish.
Let it go
just go with the flow.
My mind comprehends all that I need to let it go.
I change my physiological state to shock my brain into a newly formed hedge row.
What about the heart ?
My heart ,specifically?
We all make mistakes and some fail despicably.
To assume, that one actually cares as much as I do,
was possibly the most arrogant act and now,
I am that potato, left forgotten in the stew.
All heart – open to vulnerability.
I better change and put on a longer sleeved T-shirt
to wipe my snivelling tears and rejected mucus and hurt.
I’m so naive
I so believe .
Let it go .
Just go with the flow.
I write because I know that it eases some of this rejection blow.
Stuck in a vortex with stale , carbon monoxide breathe.
How can a feeling of rejection make ME want to feel nothing- even death?
This is not me.
My emotions are struggling against the tide ,
crustal plates continue to move at the bottom of the sea.
Climate change – is the world ready to blow?
My nature is one who hates to be struck through the heart by a clueless arrow.
Why does it matter so much to me?
Why does it matter ?
Full rejection would probably make it final.
Give me peace,answer me or just snap the cord – every vertebrae of my spine – break me until……
is all I want in my heart.
I fight these thoughts but my heart drives me into some dark quagmire with loud noises from creatures that bark.
They snap too -not just at my ankles- but plunge their fisted paws, right inside the most fragile part of me- the part of me that is more like natures own bark.
Trees, flowers , love and hugs.
All worthy drugs from my from undying lover;
from someone who loves me even though I am crying out to be hung.
Cut me loose.
If you care – or at least answer me – I’ve given my all not just to be flung like Apollo’s impulsive son.
* what is better ? to be partly rejected or fully rejected? friendships , relationships, acquaintances? *
What’s that saying about rather hearing ‘I don’t like you’ than being ignored.
I can deal with ‘I don’t like you’.