Inspired by lyrics – it’s not exactly physics.
Big boy –
little boy – atomic bomb decoy don’t come across as coy.
Paranoia looming over -like a shadow with no owner.
Scented thoughts hanging outside on the line of laundry – drying out, pegged up,
sketchy – out of the ordinary.
The demise of senseless beatings – the savage frolic in secret meetings.
Can’t keep my eyes open – Mind is wired to sense alert token.
Add a word to the vocabulary list. Reading made up stories can’t get the gist.
Thinking of all the times I’ve reinvented my speech
just so folk wouldn’t turn away
mistake me for a blast of mist.
Solar plexus, libra – balances my ails,
if vaccines worked would I even need this skeleton tail?
I’m proficient in scripted fulminate – A non- believer has to have a reason to detonate.
Terrorized by bones on hinges, pelvic oddities, a face grappling on the fringes.
Uncertainly – you can do it! Mascot duty – you blew it.
Evey day the output becomes more – input audios in a fervescent roar.
Fading into a numb place slowed down by brain freeze swimming in a shoal – no empty dregs to fill my soul.
Restricted by my own limitation – Hear me when I say I’m not doing this for inspiration.
What to do in a world knocked into askew?
Nondescript, blinkered – all-seeing eyes – know when to usher in the seasonal yule.
nonsense, no sense, prop me up – inhale oxygen and don’t give up.
Against my better judgment – I’m imploding from the inside.
I had it all figured out until I became a seeker in need of washed out make -overs from dead flotsam at low tide.
*Inspired by internal conflict and the world.* 😀